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1:42 AM

Without warning, I didn't see it coming

One day I just found myself searching

Unconsciously smiling at the sound of your voice

And my cheeks turn red when I look into your eyes

But then fate began to fool me

Again, just like a cycle in history

While I was falling, you are head over heels

Not for me but for the one who dances in the street

I knew it was her from the very first day

Why haven't I realized?

I was blinded by the way you shine when you smile

I got a little too carried away

I'd like to close my eyes and choose to be blind

So I wouldn't see when you hold her hand

At night when I lay there in the dark

I couldn't get you out of my mind

I look at you five feet away from where you stand

I'll be right here all the time

Admiring you in secrecy

Wherever this feeling would take me

Light in my darkness

4:25 AM

I can see the tears inside your eyes
The pain in your smile
The hurt in every word
The scars in every wound

Through your ups and downs I'll take your hand
I'll hold on and never let go
And If you feel like giving up, I won't
I'll stay by your side and be your strength

I look at you with glimmering sparks
Even with the storm inside your eyes
Through my eyes you always shine
Just like the stars up in the skies

Together we'll fight this battle
With the demons in this cruel world
You're my angel in this hell
The light in my darkness

As I hide behind these words
I wish I had the courage to tell
If you feel like there's nobody there
I'm here to share in your burden

You don't have to deal with this alone
Risk it and let me take you home
Let me be the one to save you

As I try to save myself too

unreal & coy

4:41 AM

My world seemed to stop when you looked into my eyes

My cheeks were red after you gave me that wonderful smile

That day you swept off my feet

I hope my heart will not bleed

The thought of you makes my heart race

I'm not sure if you know

But a glimpse of you from miles away

Could take all my worries away

As we walk pass each other in the halls

I contain myself as my heart explodes

You make my heart flutter without even trying

Mostly when I see you smiling

Your name echoes in my head every minute of the day

I wrote this for you for I can't say hey

I'll stay behind and look at you from a far

Just like how I look up and see the stars

I'd hold your hand and keep your heart

I'll wrap you in my arms while you tear apart

Let me take all your pain away

Honey, would you give me a chance?

It was never easy

5:04 AM

I just made one of the hardest decision in my life.
I've let go of that grip I've been holding for a long time.
Long that it felt like my whole life.

I am writing this down not because I'm bitter but because I want you to know that it wasn't easy for me.

Before I made that decision I went through hell. Sleepless nights together with a silent sob. Every night my heart falls apart but I stayed quiet about it. I didn't want you to know because I didn't want you to think that I am that weak. I kept it to myself as I try to fix myself. To fix us.

I know that we both knew that things were starting to change and it wasn't the same anymore. More fights and less than romance. Through those tough times we tried to stay strong.

But I guess it's just not the right time. I am blaming myself now because I think I wasn't ready. It was all on me.

For those days I had you beside me, I am deeply sorry for not making you feel loved as you deserve. I am sorry for not holding your hand long enough not to let you slip away. I am sorry for not saying that I love you as much as I actually do. I am sorry because I wasn't enough to make you happy.

Now everything has changed and I wish for your happiness. I will forever treasure those memories with you, I'll forever remember what I felt when I was with you.

I hope I made everything clear.
It was never easy for me.

Quelle si?

3:39 AM

It's been so long since then

But I still remember when

Through the days I still ache

I don't even know why

I know I shouldn't feel this way

But what if there's a twist?

Our story isn't over yet

Not until I finally forget

I wonder what will happen next

And what if?

What if we meet again,

Under that tower we both wished to see?

I remember

4:24 AM

I remember those eyes that locked into mine

I remember those days when you make me smile

I remember the sound of you voice

I remember when I was your choice

I remember the touch of you palms

I remember your presence that make me calm

I remember your sweet embrace

I remember when you try to make a silly face

I remember how you act for my attention

I remember how deep was our affection

I remember them all the time

I remember when I was yours and you were mine.

The courage to tell

4:12 AM

I concealed in fear

Scared of what might be there

Everything seems to be unclear

My body's shaking whenever you're near

After I had the courage to tell

I don't think it came out well

You said you miss me but you're with her

You said you love me but you chose her.

Angeli Mariel

Angeli Mariel

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